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August 30th, 2010

First day

Lyndon started his first day of his new job today. He was nervous. First day of school type jitters. How adorable. I bought him a lunchbox/bag. Now to fill it with string cheese and pudding. He’s been working from home for the last couple of years. It’s a better, more secure job.  And I know he’ll be fantastic at it. I’m proud of him.

I remember my first day of school. It was the same traumatic experience for everything – pre-school, kindergarten, first grade, college. It gets less and less nerve wrecking. I learned to stop crying. My first day of first grade was a mess. Things were ok up until lunch break and I got separated from my class. I walked around crying while trying to find my class in a sea of blue and white uniformed students. Everyone looked the same! A couple of kind upperclassmen found me and led me to where my class would be. It was so easy for them. My eyes were puffy with tears and there was snot running down my face. The kind upperclassman didn’t have a tissue but gave me a small piece of notebook paper to wipe my nose. It was kind of sad and pathetic. I feel like first days are like that a lot for me. Maybe not the crying part but the embarrassing incident part. Flash forward to first day of college where I trip and fall flat on my face in front of a cute boy classmate. Looking back, as embarrassing as it all was, I wouldn’t change any of it for the world. Those times gave me a little bit of courage to last the rest of the year. Because after that, how bad could it be?

And it never really was.

August 25th, 2010

Taffy and Milkshakes

I have discovered that it makes me really excited to find salt water taffy. I love salt water taffy. I guess I didn’t realize how much. And now that I think about it, whenever I have salt water taffy, it’s because someone has given it to me. Dropped in my hands like a little child. I never buy it. I never see it in a store. It’s just given to me. Sometimes randomly left on my desk. A surprise treasure. So when I saw my neighborhood grocery store has a bin of the wonderful waxy paper wrapped colorful goodies my heart just about exploded. I had no idea what happiness would fill my heart.

Anyway. Last weekend, Lyndon and I painted our dining room. We finally painted all the mustard away. I can’t believe what a difference it makes in our lives. I have grown to hate the mustard walls. It was a source of anxiety and anger in my life (exaggeration). It is now a nice neutral brown. It is the color of a chocolate milkshake. When Lyndon poured the paint into a cup for me, like a child I asked if I could please drink it. I’m glad I didn’t. I would have died. All because I’m ruled by my belly. Bad, BAD paint! My walls look delicious. I am very happy.

Sweet.

August 17th, 2010

Bang!

lyndon & es, originally uploaded by wickedlittle.

I drew me and Lyndon if we were cops.

August 11th, 2010

Happy Birthday, Bassid!

Today is Bassid, my kitty’s birthday. He’s 10 years old.

I can’t believe it’s been that long. It feels like not too long ago he was just this little bitty thing. He was naughty. He made us mad. But he’s grown into a lovey, lap cat. He’s smart and he looks at us like he really wants to tell us things. Mostly about food I think. He loves to have conversations with us. He also loves to sing in the hallway. I love listening to his voice. I call it yodeling. Other people might call it something else. But I find things like this endearing.

Happy Birthday, Bassid. I love you, you little shit. I can’t wait to snuggle with you.

August 10th, 2010

You know I’m a dreamer…

At work today, while chatting with Lyndon online, he made me laugh so hard I spit on my desk. Like SPIT spit. I had to wipe it up with a tissue. Buzz saw me and asked what I was doing. I told him and he said I was gross.

I think I do about one thing like this per day. Makes life interesting.

Boy, have I been bad about posting or what?

Work is keeping me very busy. And when I’m not at work, I’m at home being mindless. Playing video games, reading books, watching movies. The last couple of movies I watched were The Princess and the Frog and Hot Tub Time Machine. How much do I love saying Hot Tub Time Machine? So flippin’ much! It sort of comes out like a wimpy Redd Foxx. I also liked the movie. It was cheezy and dumb but what else can be expected? Hot Tub Time Machine! It was like every 80′s ‘thing’ all rolled into one movie (Lyndon said this). My favorite thing about it was Crispin Glover George McFly. Fanfreakintastic. And the music. The music was awesome.

The Princess and the Frog was great. I nearly forgot how nice 2D animation can be. What with all of this 3 Dimensional hullaballoo. (I like saying words like hullabaloo.) I’m happy about it being set in New Orleans with all the crazy voodoo. I’m also happy about the brown main characters! Entertaining and fun.

I don’t know when I’ll post again. If I do, it’ll be cheap…like a video or a photo or something. Bwehehe.

kthxbai.

(Title to this post is the first line to Mötley Crüe’s song Home Sweet Home. Now go watch Hot Tub Time Machine.)

July 30th, 2010

Indulgent Weekend of Bliss

It’s been a busy week. Both at work and at home. Last thursday, Hiyas came to visit and so began indulgent weekend of fun. We watched a couple of movies, played a few games, ate at some great places and laughed nearly the whole time. Gosh, this post is coming so late but here were the highlights from the last weekend:

Thursday, after eating a big Thai dinner, we played Rock Band for a few hours. Lyndon sang a few songs! He was not very good (but neither am I, so who am I to judge?) but it was so very cute and it made me proud.

Then, on Friday, for work – we had a team building offsite. Really, it was a chance for us all to relax and celebrate all the hard work we’ve done in the past year as well as have the holiday party we never got to have because we were all so busy. We gathered at my boss’s cabin at the lake – what!? It was a gorgeous surprise. It was beautiful and sunny outside and we were able to eat, drink and be merry.

I got a magnifying glass at Anthropologie. I really like odd, old looking things.

Saturday we watched Eclipse.

I enjoyed it. As I’ve come to like the movies more and more, I’ve come to like the Bella-Edward love conversations less and less. I know they talk a lot in the book but it seems so much more obnoxious when you have to watch it. But don’t misunderstand. I enjoyed the movie overall. I loved the action and history and wished there were so much more. Supernatural fights are always so exciting to watch because there’s so much they’re able to get away with. Defying natural laws of physics a lot of the time. It can be a lovely dance. I enjoyed the stories and history of Jasper and Rosalie. Jasper is so adorable and I’m happy they’re fixing up his hair. <3! Favorite thing: the wolves. Not necessarily the characters..I’m talking about the actual giant wolf animal. I would want to wrap my arms around them and squeeze. I know they’re supposed to be kind of scary but I found them really cute! I want my kitties to be giant like that! Dream come true! I have a huge soft spot for animals.

Saturday night, we went to Lark.

Oh my my my my my. I loved it. The chef – Johnathan Sundstrom. The food was amazing. It’s small plate dining so we ordered lots of plates where we were able to have a few bites each of each plate. I enjoy this way of eating because it allows to try many different foods. With all the different (and yummy) flavors, our mouths were alive with surprise and delight. I was a little hesitant at going to a place where I’d have to order 3 plates of food at once to enjoy the experience. But I was told once (by a very experienced foodie) that one’s mouth only tastes the first few bites of a plate. So, a giant plate of something loses it’s glamour after the first probably quarter of consumption. This foodie recommended Lark. And boy, was he right. This is a good way to eat! This time, we skipped the cheeses and charcuterie and went straight for the meats and fish dishes. Next time, I definitely want to do some veggies and cheeses.

On Sunday we saw Inception.

I really enjoyed it. I didn’t find it overwhelming or difficult to understand. Overthinking and trying to ground everything in reality is what could cause a problem understanding. But being open to the story and the concept creates a wonderful world where lots of things are possible. The whole idea of dreams and dreaming and the architecture of it all makes perfect sense. It’s as if something we’ve all been thinking about on a subconscious level has come to life in Christopher Nolan’s writing and direction. Notable things: Joseph Gordon-Levitt is extremely well dressed and pressed in this movie. Marion Cotillard is great at playing intense slightly crazy and beautiful loves. <3 Ken Watanabe, I get weak for older, handsome well put together japanese men. Leonardo DiCaprio is better as a grown up. I like this tiny top and the idea of totems. I want to carry one around myself. Must find totem…. Favorite thing: (It might be a spoiler but with this movie you have to see it for it to make sense.) The scenes where they cut between the first kick and Arthur gets slowly thrust to the side in slow motion, the music’s playing and his head and limbs tilt and get flung up into the air. Also, I very much love the zero gravity flying around on the ceilings and hallways of the hotel. Lovely beautiful.

There was much much much much more. But this post has taken me days to write in between work and life. I can’t seem to find my groove. Our waltzing days have come to an end. We may take other classes, we’ll see. Maybe something less rigid and easier to follow than the waltz even though for a short time I felt fancy.

Happy Friday!

July 21st, 2010

Turning japanese

Today, I was told I was more japanese than a japanese. A japanese girl told me this. I don’t know why she said it or what it means but it kind of makes me happy and a little confused. This isn’t the first time someone has told me I was a different race than I was. When I was little, my siblings used to tell me I was adopted or that I was not biologically related to the rest of them because I was japanese. Fucked up, I know. I blame my mom for giving me that bowl haircut in combination with my pale skin, affinity for japanese cartoons and the color pink. They told me they just took me at the beach from one of the many japanese families that come to Guam for vacation. A small part of me believed them. I was 5!

Now, Lyndon’s mom (japanese) tells him that he looks more japanese when she sees us together. He’s actually japanese. Several times at work people have said ‘You’re japanese, aren’t you?’ or ‘Ask Esther, she’s japanese, right?’ Despite how latino my whole name sounds.

Peculiar. I feel like most of the time no one can figure out what ethic race I belong to and they seem surprised to learn I’m filippino. ‘Full?? No. That can’t be true.’ What. The. Heck.

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July 15th, 2010

Beep Beep Ribby Ribby!

Holy Mackerel! has it really been a week since I last posted? I’m off my game.

There’s been a lot of falling off (diet, exercise, blog, draw) but I’m going to fix this starting now.

Okay because it’s the end of the day (work day) and I feel all greasy and tired and I still have the drive home ahead of me and I still have to work out, here’s a disorganized list of things that have happened in the last week and/or any thoughts I’ve had:

  • I’ve finished reading two regency romance novels. God, I’m not even embarrassed to admit that I get obsessed with these anymore.
  • Lyndon and I have had our 3rd waltzing class and both of us art still confused at how to do the teacup spin. We’re not really good at doing this but I just enjoy being held by him. And he tries so hard and it’s so CUTE!
  • I made bbq pulled pork sandwiches from scratch in the slow cooker and it came out fantastic. Next, I’m going to make ribs in the slow cooker.
  • At work, I got a brand spankin’ new computer with gianter monitors that are now glossy and LED. I’ve been preoccupied getting things JUST RIGHT.
  • Lyndon and I are revamping Onigiri Robot. I can’t say when we’ll have that up and running. I might move all of my artwork over there or something. This makes me want to do a whole re-org of EVERYTHING.
  • Watched a coworker perform with a rock metal band out on our front patio at work. They did Crazy Train and it was awesome!
  • I’m kind of sort of working on my tan. I’m one of the brown girls at work, I should be brown right?

That’s about it for now. I’m currently obsessed with screaming robot noises at random times. And Back to the Future.

P.S. For a few nights this last week, I’ve had dreams with Jack Donaghy in them. Not Alec Baldwin the real guy but the character played by Alec Baldwin. It could be that we’re again watching 30 Rock seasons 1 – 3 over again (for the -th time). Obsessed?

Time to go.

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July 8th, 2010

Hot as a…

…two-dollar whore on the 4th of July.

It is very very very hot right now. I’m at the bottomest floor of my house. The coolest part. In the dark. Trying not to move. The kitty’sesses litter is in this room and I’m sure one of the little bastards is going to take a hot steamy dump soon. I’ll then be in the coolest, darkest, stinkiest part of my house.

But, it’s all fine and dandy because I found out the release date of the cd I’m designing got pushed back a few months. Hooray! The stress has eased up a little bit. I. Am. Very. Relieved. I don’t think I could do more of days like yesterday. I will go mad for sure.

Today, while in a meeting we started talking about Back to the Future. And you know what? I really really REALLY love that movie. Here are 5 things I love in that movie (among countless other things): Marty’s big orange puffy vest, the Delorean time machine, “What, Lorainne? What?”, Doc’s miniatures, and “Last night, Darth Vader came down from planet Vulcan. And he told me that if I didn’t take Loraine, that he’d melt my brain.” I can’t wait for 2015 when hover boards and those cool Nike Air McFly’s come out! And don’t forget the food hydrators and the flying cars! I also enjoy Back to the Future III a lot because of the old west and because of Doc’s love story. Cuuuute!

Nugget. I’m adding to my playlist. (original nugget.)

July 6th, 2010

Sleepy Ramblings

I can’t keep my eyes open. I didn’t even get a chance to take my narcotic cough syrup. My thoughts feel so jumbled and random. This is what delirious blogging is like. Ready? Go!

Waltzing makes me sweat. But I feel fancy and graceful.
I have not worked out for a week. Tonight’s class was a nice and easy time. Tomorrow it begins again.

A great thing about dance class in the city with Lyndon? Mid-week date night! Now that I’m feeling better, we are going to explore our awesome city!

Started watching 30 Rock again. It’s like a snuggie on a chilly day. It makes me very very happy and warm inside.

Another thing that makes me happy? When an entire Queen album comes on the big speakers at work and everyone is singing along in their cubes.

Tomorrow I’ll be trying to cram a few days work into one. Wish me luck!

Man, I’m sleepy.

Is it the weekend yet?

July 5th, 2010

In recovery

I’m recovering nicely. I missed 2 days of work last week. While I was out, the concept for my cd was reviewed and a direction was chosen. And Hooray! they went with the one I was happiest (and strongest) with. Stay tuned for that.

I’m happy that it’s been a nice long weekend. I’ve spent nearly the whole time in my pajamas and indoors. I’m not entirely sad about it. It gave me a chance to do a number of things:

  • Catch up on some work – what is wrong with me? I have a 3 day weekend and I spend a good amount of time working. I’ll tell you what’s wrong – I’m deadlining and I missed 2 days of work because of my stupid stupid cough. Ah well. Hopefully, the universe makes it up to me.
  • Play with settings and layout on my website. It’s what we see going on here. There were modifications I had to make to it to get it just the way I wanted it. I’ve decided to move all my photos to flickr and to get rid of my photo album page. I never really organized it or got it sorted out. So everything will go to flickr. I may move my artwork entirely over there or to deviantart. We’ll see. And after all that, I think I’m getting sick of it. Figures that would happen.
  • Watch the rest of entire Arrested Development series. Ugh! it still makes me mad that that show was cancelled!
  • Play Left 4 Dead 1 & 2. Lyndon and I spent several hours a day on these games. I tried to break out of my regular routine and use different weapons and to be a bit more brave and agressive. I do love that auto shotgun! I think I’m becoming a better shot!

Tomorrow, Lyndon and I are going to our 2nd dance class. We’re doing the Waltz. It was the only class available – everything else filled up. And we thought it would be the easiest class to slip into doing. They don’t require us to buy special dance shoes but they recommend sort of slippery soled shoes over rubber because they don’t want any dislocated knees and rubber catches easier.

It was a nice break from posting and tweets. I’m relaxed and I’ve got my inhaler and I’m ready for the world.

June 30th, 2010

Out like a light

I am sick. Officially. I thought I could fight it but no. It has taken me. I just took some narcotic cough syrup and will soon not be making much sense.
I’ll write more when I’m less groggy.
Oh, it was the waltz. We danced the waltz.
Nitenite.

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June 29th, 2010

Red, Hot & Dance

Quick updates:

I have that crazy cough again. The one that eventually landed me in the hospital. But I’m seeing a doctor tomorrow to hopefully stop it before it gets that far.

Work is getting busy and the cd design is in it’s early stages. I’m feeling good about it so far. I’m hoping they go with illustrations. Fingers crossed.

And finally, Lyndon and I are moments away from our first dance class!!!!!

K more tomorrow byeeeeee!!

June 26th, 2010

Happy Birthday, Mama!

Today is my Mama’s Birthday. She turns 79. Earlier this year, we were all frightened with the thought of losing her. Luckily, after a successful angioplasty and cardiac rehab, she’s feeling much better. I wasn’t able to make it back to the Philippines to be with her on her 79th birthday but I was lucky to spend my birthday with her and many of my relatives whom I rarely get the chance to see. She’s doing very very well recovering in the Philippines and will probably remain there until the end of the year. My next big trip will hopefully be later this year to visit with her again. Lyndon hasn’t met a lot of my family there and everyone is eager to meet him.

I remember when I was little (my Mama tells this story a lot) when I’d run to my Mama’s legs while she’s standing at the kitchen counter, back to me. I charge towards her, wrap my arms around her legs, bury my face in the side of her thigh, and yell “I YA you, Mama!!” (babyspeak for I LOVE you, Mama!!) into her leg. Endearing, right? When my Mama tells the story, I have chocolate on my face and she’s wearing white jeans. She lovingly hugs me after she adds in that fact.

I YA YOU, MAMA!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

(I wrote this on her actual birthday and hadn’t published it. So I changed the publish date to reflect her birthday.)

June 25th, 2010

Dreamy

As crappy as I feel sometimes, my kitties never fail to make me feel happier.

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